Thursday, May 31, 2012
How it happened
Many people have asked me about Emily's last week, days, hours, minutes ... and I haven't been able to tell almost anyone. This weekend, a very close and dear friend of mine (Hi Carol!) asked me and I told her. I went over the last week, the last day, the last hour, the last minutes. And it didn't hurt as bad as I thought it would. In fact, it feel good. It felt good to talk about her last minutes and explain that they were peaceful. That she was comfortable.
(Insert some foul words and screaming here)
I just typed a HUGE entry. I typed it all through tears and crying and then? I hit some key and it disappeared. I literally yelled "Oh no!!" and it's gone. I will retype it soon, in word, and then cut and paste it here. I can't believe it just deleted. :(
at 10:13 AM