We used to revel in the "new perfect" that was our life. Raising a beautiful girl with multiple special needs showed us that "perfect" is all in our minds. Emily's life was perfect. It was happy, it was brilliant. She was social, outgoing, silly, and ticklish. Now we are learning to get through life without our "Perfect Peanut" in it. This is most certainly NOT a new kind of perfect.
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Sweet, sweet picture of Emily.
12 cases coming your way as of Tuesday. They should be there by Friday or so.
I feel so selfish saying this but I miss you all so much. Everytime I check your blog I see Emily's beautiful face. Those eyes and that hair and cute teethy smile. I can't help but cry. I don't even know you. I am from Australia and I read your blog (all 400+ posts in a row) within a week. My heart brakes for you. Emily was such a loved little person. Jacob often stole the show in your posts. You have raised a beautiful son. That is how boys should be. Does he still want a little down syndrome sister? Or has he grown up all too quickly these past months? I want to keep reading about your life but I realise you probably feel you have nothing left to write. Do you still see Jaxson's family? I couldn't find a post on her blog that mentioned Emily's passing. Do you ever think of adopting through Reeces Rainbows? What a terrible thing to ask. I am so sorry. These are the thoughts that cross the mind of an ignorant person who has no comprehension of what you are going through. You are such a beautiful mum with so much love. I hope you are ok. As ok as you can be. This comments are probably why so many blogs are private. I have never met you but I will NEVER forget your Emily. In a way I loved her (like a character in a movie or a book I guess) and I always will. Sorry again.
I just found your blog because I was trying to find some pictures of mitroanoff's.
I am so so so so sorry for the loss of your precious little girl.
She IS absolutely beautiful.
hello again...i was going through some old posts and saw a comment you had left. wanted to come over here and tell you i was thinking of you and emily. i hope you are well. i know you miss her.
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